I feel my age. I don’t know that I particularly like it.

Jars of Clay - Jealous Kind

I built another temple to a stranger
I gave away my heart to the rushing wind
I set my course to run right into danger
Sought the company of fools instead of friends

You know I’ve been unfaithful
Lovers in lines
While you’re turning over tables with the rage of a jealous kind
I chose the gallows to the aisle
Thought that love would never find
Hanging ropes will never keep you
And your love of a jealous kind
Love of a jealous kind

Trying to jump away from rock that keeps on spreading
For solace in the shift of the sinking sand
I’d rather feel the pain all too familiar
Than to be broken by a lover I don’t understand
‘Cause I don’t understand

One hundred other lovers, more, one hundred other altars
If I should slow my pace and finally subject me to grace
And love that shames the wise, betrays the heart’s deceit and lies
And breaks the back of foolish pride

Things have been pretty busy with school. Every week seems to have a test or is full of busy work. Been on the edge of stress a little. Things are looking to clear up after this week, however.

I’ve also been reading a few books, for pleasure (I’m gonna mention an amazing one right now: The Shack). I’ve been playing guitar a lot more too. I have a bigger passion for it than I have had over the last couple years. I also have a microphone in which I have great interest in putting sounds in front of it. Which can lead to future MKC work.

Unofficially, I believe Peripheral Destination 3 can for sure be expected before the end of the month, most likely sooner. I honestly haven’t looked at what needs done, but I should have some time after this week to finish up the post production.

Otherwise, I’m just trying to live, day by day. Which is different. There’s something new about me.