Sunday, December 19, 2004

Well if today wasn’t better! My mother decided to try and “chat” with me… you can only guess how that turned out! It was going okay… she asked me if I would come visit my brother for his birthday and then maybe Christmas. I was actually tempted… then she started the inevitable, we talked about the whole “me leaving” she started to make me aggrivated! AND THEN SHE SAID, “Is you’re grandma going to come and try to take your brother and sisters too?” Oh boy was that the wrong thing to say to me. I said, “Leave her out of this! I left she didn’t take me.” Well,  it wasn’t a very long nor pleasant conversation.

I invited some friends over today also, but no one came. I had cake, cookies, pizza rolls, pop, and pie. Everyone had plans and I don’t blame them for not coming… it was totally my stupid idea and I set my self up for that! Didn’t plan it early enough… oh well…

I tried to call up Lindsey… no answer so I didn’t even dare another call…

On a happier note, I learned some cool breakdance and hip hop moves. Fun-Fun! Did that until 11:00pm and then I hurt my leg. “Pain comes with glory!” might I say?

It’s what 11:30pm now… still haven’t figured out what eProps are… Oh yeh! My Aunt’s husband and her son ran away a couple days ago because she wouldn’t get rid of her horses. Now my cousin Julie is back in town and staying with her, (my Grandma hates her with a passion, Julie that is) so now my Grandma won’t talk to either one. WTF is going on with the family of mine? I some how feel I’m to blame… should not have left that hell hole, then everyone would still be happy. Such an idiot…

Don’t know if youth group is tommorrow still… I think Bekah said it isn’t… what a fun day! Wish I could have more of these! Atleast this computer area is nice and clean… I just can’t stand dirty computers, I think I’ll go clean this up on the inside though as well…

Well I think that’s my life as I lived it today… Maybe tommorrow will get better or maybe worse… who cares… “IF LIFE THROWS YOU A CURVE BALL, CHARGE THE MOUND WITH A BAT IN HAND!”

Talk to you all later! (Ah, who am I kidding? No one reads my crap…)

-Cheers-