THE BEAUTY I SEEK

I struggle and wrestle inside of my head.
My whispering skies filled with dread.
I’d like to go for the ride.
Too many options, no where to hide.

My shadow is bleeding,
My heart I keep feeding.
How can I choose with my ignorance.
Give me a hint, and lay all matters to rest.

I here at Tyler’s fixing up my PC. Ah… I probably have a lot of homework but I will handle it later. I have to get stuff done that I’ve been laying off way too long. I’m already in debt, but I get payed soon. I’ve got some really good friends on my side and I love them all. They give so much out of their hearts to me it’s simply amazing. God bless you all.

FOR SOMEONE:
Cool down,
relax,
Give out a nice “Sigh.”
Breathe a bit,
look up at the sky.
remember what life is about.
Simplicity wil come
And you will find…
Things will work out.

Hey all… I’m here up at K-State. It’s looking pretty cool. I’m going to be going to Ellen and Tony’s classes today, sweetness! It’s super rainy out right now but Megan and I are still going to go walk around campus. I’m actually learning alot about campus life and it’s super helpful. I’m getting all my stupid worries out and college is looking that much better and simpler than I thought…. I’m sure the classes are still super hard but that’s why you go to college right? TO LEARN.

Well I’ll see you all when I see you. I’ll be back Friday and I have to take the ACT Saturday. Oh yeah bowling Saturday night after the ACT’s SWEEETNESS!!!!! Well I’ll check you all later, miss you all (it’s only been what 6 hrs, lol?).

SMURF SMURF SMURF,

Corey: Your Co Co Co!

Hey what’s up cyber-kids! Wow with all the stress pressing itself upon me I feel pretty good! The retreat over the weekend was amazing. Good amount of my friends came which made it even better.

[And later I found myself on a beach eating cocoanuts, destroying castles, looking at sofas, attempting to by-pass force field protected rocks, painting trees, procrastinating, hanging out with Bradford the entire time... what a night, one to be valued... and that's what needs to be done with each day from here on out... loving each day instead of walking through it. Thanks again Bradford!]

You know alot has changed lately. Sacrafices have brought so much more of me back. I’m starting to see things in new views. Meeting new strong friends and discovering hidden faith. Seeing things I pass each day without care. And loving all the blessing God has granted me.

One last thing, I advise you all to:

Just Breath… slow down and stop trying to keep up with a spinning world.

COREY

TO ALL MY FRIENDS: I LOVE YOU!!!!