Falling, Searching for Purity

I still do wrong. I still don’t get everything right. I can see the faults within my life, but that’s not enough. I have to fix it. How do you fix something so embedded within your life. The sacrifice is small compared to the gain I will receive, yet I find it so hard to give things up. I do not believe this will be a fast clean of my life. This will take time.

It’s not any large things within my life that I’m trying to fight. It’s the small things, the things that root themselves within our life without us even knowing it. Anger, lying, deceit, etc. One day I will be clean.

Maybe it’s my perfectionist attitude. But I think it’s much deeper than that. I want to live a life integrated with Christ. I need to give up my life for that purpose. Christ compels me too. May God’s spirit continue to burn and yearn for more out of me.

Thy Kingdom Come,

Corey